February 18, 2009

  • 30

    Alright, I'll let you all in on my secret.

    I just turned 30.  It doesn't feel any different than 29 or 28, but definitely feeling very different than 27.

    My date once told me that I should be a mom at 26.  I freaked out and ran away from him.  I was 23 at the time.  I was sorry about doing that to him and hurt his feelings, but I wasn't sorry about running away from that opportunity.  Looking back, I wasn't ready to be a mom at 26.  Right now, maybe I can take a stab at dating.  I'm not afraid of marriage or bearing children, but only when I find the right person.

    I think more it as, my inner child just turned 10, and it's a boy aspired to be an angry Asian man.