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2 months

Fri, 23 Oct 2009 21:52:17 GMT

Wow, it's two months already. I didn't know why I stayed away for so long.

I was on Facebook for a while, with my public and full identity.

Still, I appreciate the anonymity. I really don't want to be two faced, but I'm feeling the pressure of real life, and it's nice to have this escape.

最愛那個...

Thu, 13 Aug 2009 15:10:42 GMT

最愛那個通常都不是最終陪伴自己那個
有時候未必不是一件好事
沒有那種浪漫暇想
慢慢學會欣賞對方
就是下半生

心情複雜

Mon, 10 Aug 2009 01:32:06 GMT

這夜心情很複雜
你到底是我的誰
是朋友
是上司
是同事
是陌生人
我該知道你的甚麼
不該知道你的甚麼
很複雜很複雜

隨緣

Mon, 10 Aug 2009 01:29:26 GMT

人要抱住隨緣的心態, 但勤奮的上進心。無論是工作上, 或是愛情上。一段感情要不斷自我增值, 學習相處和如何維持。不過假如只要有一方已不想再進步下去, 就要接受緣份的短暫。

陳芷菁

競爭對手

Thu, 06 Aug 2009 02:51:29 GMT

競爭對手王力宏

我的寶貝寶貝要如何愛你
愛到底傷到底還不分離
愛上對手嘗盡委屈
我怎會死心塌地
哦愛是一齣戲看誰都是迷
我們拿出最好的武器
拿心撐住你拿夢圈住我
沒有一樣東西不華麗
不管承諾有多少外衣
不管是否有什麼意義
我們總是全心全意

哦葬了多少心撲了多少空
回到戰場總讓人窒息
為你演情戲
答案全是戲
我卻不在你心裡
我們之間有多少毛病
愛人之間有什麼道理
There’s something waiting for me
(日子充滿殺氣)

你要的世界如今回不去
我想的未來竟然沒有你
無奈無力無語
我的寶貝寶貝要如何愛你
愛到底傷到底還不分離
愛上對手嘗盡委屈
我怎會死心塌地(怎麼會死心塌地 check)

Rap 競爭對手牽著我的手
讓我一次明白你要的溫柔
不要都不說不要都不做
不要千言萬語徹底到寂寞
秘密會開花,嫉妒會結果
時間不會消滅愛人的怒火
瞬移的轉彎愛情的深夜
何時才會真的下手

競爭對手怎麼才放手
讓我一次推翻對抗的念頭
眼淚在顫抖拳頭在軟弱
想要資本征服還是想退縮
好勝的決心怕輸的易感
就算夾倒對手我能有什麼
無情不會寄托濫情會犯錯
走錯方向更會墜落
(看不到那些回憶)

你要的世界如今回不去
我想的未來竟然沒有你
無奈無力無語(看不到那些回憶)
我的寶貝寶貝要如何愛你
愛到底傷到底還不分離(怎麼它還不分離)
愛上對手嘗盡委屈
我怎會死心塌地(怎麼會死心塌地)
可敬的對手（競爭對手）歌詞
我的寶貝寶貝要如何愛你
愛到底傷到底還不分離(怎麼都還不放棄)
碰上對手才會著迷
你不要轉身離去(你是個競爭對手)

心滿意足

Mon, 03 Aug 2009 00:24:04 GMT

很高興
要時常提醒自己
不要太貪心
他點名要訓練我呢
還想怎樣啊

Coding is not complicated...

Sat, 01 Aug 2009 21:45:32 GMT

...who knew it was people that were complicated?

I know this in the back of my head. I just didn't see it coming from the people who has the simplest thought process. No I'm not talking about stupid people, I'm talking about people who do not think too much about office politics, who do not want to complicate things knowing damn well in this life that life in itself is complicated enough.

I am crossing my fingers that the unnecessary complications will go away.

All I really wanted was just an upward move for my career. I know out of all people who's going to help me, it just happens to be him. I am so forever grateful in many many levels. For starters, it's him. Secondly, he thought of me when it comes to career development. I see this as he is concerned of my career's well being. I don't really care what his true intentions are. Using me? Fine, I'm benefiting from the whole process anyway. What we're heading for right now it's a gamble for both of our careers, but I've already places my chips on the same spot he's betting on the table. There is no turning back.

I think I can still afford to lose a few chips. It's going to be heart breaking, but I think I still can afford to lose this round.

Cold War

Thu, 30 Jul 2009 01:58:52 GMT

For starters, drunk dialing is never ever a good idea.

The worst part is that the one who drunk dials you is your boss. Your boss is upset with you that you and one other co-worker/supervisor of yours can actually cover everything he does. He panicked because all the signs from workplace is leading to him getting laid off.

He kept hammering you thinking that you know he's going but you're not telling him, and you spent a good 20 minutes covering every turf he's trying to cover, convincing him that you even know less than he does with what's going on around the workplace.

Then he ended the conversation with "see you tomorrow," and when tomorrow comes, he gives you the silent treatment and stopped trusting you with anything.

This cold war is going to be quite a while. *sigh*

機會來了!

Fri, 24 Jul 2009 06:00:27 GMT

有機會跟他共事了! 將會是很大挑戰, 還有人事部那邊不容易擺平, 不過如果表現好, 至少...至少他會對我刮目相看。

真的很感動, 沒想過他在經濟環境這麼差時, 他會想到保住我的飯碗...我真的很感動很感動...

要加班應戰了, 不能讓他失望。

再次握手

Wed, 22 Jul 2009 12:56:00 GMT

看來他知道上次握手太用力
今次力度放輕了

我真的無話可說